Can this week go by any faster? Its killing me like I feel like I’m falling under depression.I hate this. I just want to see you already, I’m running on 3-4 hrs of sleep every day. I’m getting anxious, nervous and scared idk why its been so long since I’ve last seen you and I mean I always dream about seeing you for the first time in so long yet idk I just feel so lethargic lately. I need to snap out of it I really do I mean you’d hate if you saw me this way but when you were here you’d always cheer me up especially if I’m not feeling well. And now its like I have to endure another 3 months of you gone after I see you. Atleast we can contact each other more but still I wish it just got easier. But instead as the sooner the day gets until I see you the harder its getting for me. I just want to fly out to texas already and hold you in my arms. The wait and anticipation is killing me I dont think I can ever get used to this being away from you for so long. I just want to be happy already.